Minggu, 25 Oktober 2009

unhappy :(

hari ini g tanding d tiara kasih. tp ada yang aneh. g menang, tp g ga ngerasa seneng. ngerasa ga ad semangat lagi. g sendiri bingung kenapa bisa begitu. padahal kan g paling semangat biasana klo cup. i've no passion on it. no motivation again. i'm feeling empty, empty and empty. what should i do?? God please answer my pray. give me Your Hand to me.

Jumat, 23 Oktober 2009

aku di dalam keterpurukanku.

g masi bingung ma diri g ndiri. ternyata post terakhir g itu salah besar. buktina, sekarang g dah bener2 ga tahan, i really dunno what should i do. SWEAR! part of my life has already gone. sumpaah, idup g thu dah keq ga ad artina. serasa ilaaang banget. g bingung mesti gimana lagi. serba salah. God, answer my prayer please. i really need her. i don't want to miss her. only 1 thing that i asked to You. just give a chance to me. i REALLY NEED it God. pleaseee. i need her beside me.

Selasa, 20 Oktober 2009

aku terimaaa

kenapa di bulan Oktober ini, uda kaya bulan kutukan buat g yaa?
berbagai macam cobaan terjadi di bulan ini. jujur rasa sakitna ngebekas banget.
tapi entah mengapa 3 minggu di bulan ini berlalu, g mulai sadar. Th kasi kita ujian untuk memproses kita buat jadi dewasa. g sadar selama ini g sangat kekanak-kanakan.
g sadar selama ini g masih egois. but, just give me a change to be your good friend and i will show it how serious i am.
aq dah sadar seberapa parahna kesalahan aq.
And my prayer "God i know Your will is the best for me, maybe it just a time, but when the time it's over i know and i trust that something good will happen to me. Thanks God for teaching me to be more mature. Thanks God for Your blessed to me. Thanks God for my family, Thanks God for my friend. Thanks God for my church, Thanks God for my community. Thanks God for talents that You give it to me. and so much more Thanks that i couldnt said it because You give me so much beautiful things to me. and in the name of Jesus, i've already pray and believed. Amen."

Minggu, 11 Oktober 2009

it's over but someday we will start it again.

it's really over, but not "at least" we were over.
i believe, that we will start it again.
and when we start it again it will never end.
i love you more than anything, i love you with my deepest heart.
i'll never love another girl except you. i promise i will learn how to be more mature, how to be more love you.
i know it's just a time to change us to the better life.
you know it's hard for me.
but i will force it.
to show you that i really love you. and i did it devoutly.
let the time teach us to love each other.
teach us to love our weakness.
then let the time prove it.

PS: I L U more than anything.