aku terimaaa

kenapa di bulan Oktober ini, uda kaya bulan kutukan buat g yaa?
berbagai macam cobaan terjadi di bulan ini. jujur rasa sakitna ngebekas banget.
tapi entah mengapa 3 minggu di bulan ini berlalu, g mulai sadar. Th kasi kita ujian untuk memproses kita buat jadi dewasa. g sadar selama ini g sangat kekanak-kanakan.
g sadar selama ini g masih egois. but, just give me a change to be your good friend and i will show it how serious i am.
aq dah sadar seberapa parahna kesalahan aq.
And my prayer "God i know Your will is the best for me, maybe it just a time, but when the time it's over i know and i trust that something good will happen to me. Thanks God for teaching me to be more mature. Thanks God for Your blessed to me. Thanks God for my family, Thanks God for my friend. Thanks God for my church, Thanks God for my community. Thanks God for talents that You give it to me. and so much more Thanks that i couldnt said it because You give me so much beautiful things to me. and in the name of Jesus, i've already pray and believed. Amen."